i want to know... but i don't want to ask..

assalamualaikum. hye2 ~ terhyper active lak ~ mesti pelik kn tgk tajuk entry tu. hheee. tu sebenarnya lagu thailand. tu tajuk in english. nie ha tajuk in thai Yahk Roo... Tae Mai Yahk Taam nie sbb duk godek2 youtube td la nie. terjumpa yg transgender nyanyi lagu nie. best siot suara dia..  (refer kt sini) then cari2 lagu, jumpa lagu asal dia. erkk i mean penyanyi asal. mild - unloveable.. tp best lagu dia even lagu siam pn.. and the lyrics translation.. hurmmmm 

You're so close and merely a breath away
Yet our time together are spent only as friends
But its beyond my control

I always wonder how you feel deep inside
I love you so much, but I've never told you so

I keep secret what is inside my heart
I am just grateful to being this happy

Do you even feel the same?

Have you ever noticed me?

What is this thing going on between us?

Do you have feelings for me?
It's something that I would like to know
It lingers in my heart, but I don't wanna ask
I'm afraid you'll change

I'm better off not inquiring
Because I know if I were to ask
I'm afraid your words might break my heart

... Yahk Roo Tae Mai Yahk Taam, Calories Blah Blah

And even though the things I do today may not affect you

They may even bother you

Yet I hope you will listen well

To these final words that I wish to dedicate to you

Words that I sifted out from my heart and present to you alone

I don’t know how much longer to the day I can remove you from my heart

Until the good memories can fade away

Until I’ll be able to love someone else again…

Even though you think me insignificant,

Its alright as long as I’m still breathing,

I’ll love you forever…

... Unlovable, Mild

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THANK sudi baca entry nie ^^,

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